Well, if he has to compare it to anything, it's most like when he first arrived here and was keenly missing the presence of his brethren, their absence like a hole in his reality.
Then Dean became his everything, and he rarely even thought of them at all anymore.
That... doesn't feel so true now, though just the thought feels like a betrayal of his love for Dean.
"Like I need something. Someone, perhaps."
Cas' usual calmness isn't precisely that at the moment either. He's shifting his weight back and forth a little, restless.
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Well, if he has to compare it to anything, it's most like when he first arrived here and was keenly missing the presence of his brethren, their absence like a hole in his reality.
Then Dean became his everything, and he rarely even thought of them at all anymore.
That... doesn't feel so true now, though just the thought feels like a betrayal of his love for Dean.
"Like I need something. Someone, perhaps."
Cas' usual calmness isn't precisely that at the moment either. He's shifting his weight back and forth a little, restless.