24: [Video] Traveling Riverside Blues

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[At first, Dean had thought that the dream he had a couple nights before was just weird.  Clockwork dolls, inky-black demon eyes - it was bad mojo.  Things are changing around him, and for the most part it doesn't bother him too much.  He expects it, now, because this mansion is screwed to Hell and back and there's very little that surprises Dean anymore.

Except for when he takes a walk outside, and his tranquility is promptly ruptured by the sight of his car.  Sure, he's been dwelling on the lack of transportation recently, but still.

His car.

An excited video message from a Dean Winchester that hasn't genuinely smiled in months is being broadcasted, and he'd love to share his obsession one true love beautiful lady with all of you.]

Dude.  Dude.  My- guys, I can't even...seriously, it's just- it's my baby.  She's here, and she's beautiful, and she's so goddamn perfect.  You all gotta come down and see her.

[He suddenly wonders if he can project miles of endless highway if he thinks about it hard enough.  It's worth a shot.

Dean is so ecstatic that he doesn't even know who he's advertising this information to.]

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[Dean's relationship with his father is a combination of unabashed hero-worship and child abuse at its very core, so saving the questions for later might be a wise idea indeed. He's almost surprised at the ease with which Philip answers him concerning Cas - Dean wasn't sure how strong the tension was there, so it's a relief to hear something so reassuring after everything that's happened.

What's not a relief is the sudden cold breeze rolling through the cafe, wind ruffling his hair like drafts in an old, creepy house, and everything shaking. Dropping his coffee and clutching at the table, glancing around frantically, the implications don't quite sink in until he registers the expression on Philip's face.]

What the Hell-?

[It takes him another second to remember that when they talk, they're never really alone. With the majestic power of his imagination, Dean tries to steady their surroundings and stares at Philip.]

...did somebody not like that suggestion?

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No, he-- He didn't.

[ The sympathy points Castiel gained in Philip's eyes are easily outmatched by Clarence's newfound loathing of the angel.

...At least the generic horror changes to the setting are easy enough to stop once they have Philip's full attention as well as Dean's help, though that doesn't exactly smooth over the physicist's uneasiness.

And since Dean seems to have decided to no longer seem interested in his imaginary short-time family anymore... ]

Could we... go somewhere else? Please?

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[Disinterested in his imaginary short-term family? Try pointedly ignoring. Dean nods and imagines the desert again, and the car, because it's easy and doesn't take very much concentration for him to maintain a fairly simplistic environment.]

You don't hafta tell me twice.

[Clarence's convenient interruption was definitely a downer. Dean scuffs a biker boot on gravel, shoving his hands into his pockets. Now that he's no longer imagining pie, the flavor is gone from his mouth.]

So where to? [Dean raises an eyebrow.] 'Cause I can tell that small-town probably ain't your thing.

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I don't know.

[ Philip mumbles absent-mindedly and looks around. ]

I don't care.

[ He's barely paying attention, still scanning the empty sandscape for any residue of Clarence's vivid imagination.

But once that task is complete he breathes a sigh of relief and turns to Dean. ]

...Sorry, what? Small-town...? Sure, let's go.

[ He stops himself from taking a step forward, not sure if Dean was planning an atmospheric drive or if he's just going to make the new scenery appear where they stand. ]

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[Earth to Philip LaFresque.

Dean gives him a funny look and takes them to the edge of one of the small towns outside Sioux Falls, South Dakota. A ten minute drive southbound would bring them to Bobby Singer's auto yard.

In one direction, a long stretch of road with some deciduous trees hanging over them. In the other, a few short buildings and general stores. A barber shop. A diner. A motel on one side. Further north of them are the Black Hills. Dean tips his head back, leaning against the Impala, staring up at a lonely power line.

He's quiet. Then-]

...hey. What'd you wanna be when you grew up?

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Taller? [ Philip chuckles and scratches his head. ] Uh...

[ Good question. It's been a while since then. With the subject of his father still fresh in mind he remembers that phase in which he wanted to be just like him, but Philip acquired his French skills by the skin of his teeth, so translator was soon out of the question.

And anyway, he was already a teenager then, so there must have been childhood dreams that came before that. Philip lets his gaze wander across the new landscape.

When the memory returns he bites his lip a little. ]

When I was a child I wanted to be... [ He draws the answer out. He just knows Dean is going to have a field day with that one. ] a secret agent.

[ He smiles to himself. ] I remember seeing, um... Moonraker when I was... about nine and--

[ He looks at Dean. ] It just seemed like a really good idea at the time.

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[Dean leans in, legitimately interested, and feels a steady grin spreading across his face.]

A secret agent?

[The smile says I am judging you so hard right now. Somehow, he can actually see Philip getting excited about wearing a tux and having the latest gadgets. Dean reaches over, patting Philip on the shoulder and feigning seriousness.]

Hold me, Phil. That's adorable.

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[ Yep, definitely should have said pilot. ]

All right, what about you?

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I wanted to be a fireman.

[Go ahead. Judge him.]

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[ Thanks, but discovering that his friend is an aerophobic pie-maker has given him more than enough ammunition for the time being. ]

That's--

[ He looks at Dean, as if picturing him in a firefighter's uniform, but this time at least he holds his imagination at bay. ]

...not all that surprising, actually.

[ Philip quietly admits to himself that child!Philip enjoyed the thought of starting fires a lot more than the idea of putting them out. ]

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I dunno, I always wanted to kick down doors and save people.

[Dean stops, considering this with a pensive look.]

...I guess I do that already, huh?

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The uniform is missing, [ Philip states, matter-of-factly. ]

But it's a good fit.

[ He smiles lopsidedly. ]

Works better than me with a gun and a jetpack at any rate.

[ Oh, but what grand dreams they were... ]

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Jesus, that jetpack.

[He starts laughing.]

I know they say a spy's only as good as his gadgets, but Bond? Man, he was so much cooler when he just used his hands.

[His chuckles die down a little, and Dean groans, scratching the back of his neck. He hasn't sat down and seen a movie since Christmas.]

We should watch one of those sometime. But it's gotta be Sean Connery, 'cause if I have to sit through Roger Moore I'll kill myself.

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Hey, Roger Moore has his good points. [ Wait for it. ] He is not Timothy Dalton, for example.

[ RIMSHO-- never mind. ]

...But, uh, yeah. That'd be great. Actually, come to think of it... you could help me catch up on movies after '01.

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He's not George Lazenby, either.

[Thank God for that.]

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New Bond came out, we can watch that. Man, you're really behind. There were a ton of apocalypse movies.

[Why is that so funny? It just is. The surroundings - the small town - waver and peel away, and they're left leaning against his car in front of the mansion.

His smile fades with the rest of Sioux Falls, South Dakota. Dean isn't sad, just sobered.]

...do me a favor, will ya?

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[ Philip's smile turns a little crooked. Apocalypse movies are not on his list of favourite genres, though he supposes he might as well give them another try.

He tilts his head curiously at the impending request. ]

Um... sure, what-- What is it?

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[Dean isn't really sure how to word this, and there are multiple reasons behind his ambivalence. Reason number one being that he's actually really bad about talking with other people, and he's sort of happy that he can consistently find things to talk about with Philip.

Sam is another reason. The Sam that's wrong. To others, it might seem as though Dean has adapted to Sam's absence, but something inside him always grated, like a broken arm that hadn't healed right. Dean is practically intent on drowning his brother in the very silence that keeps rising around him like a wall.

Having someone that remains a constant is...nice. It's grounding. Dean twists the ring on his right hand, thinking.]

...Remind me to tell you about my dad sometime.

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About your...

[ Huh. Philip eases up. He thought this might turn into another joke at his expense at best, possibly something terribly gloomy or even worse, a request he doesn't think himself capable of fulfilling.

But this is... harmless on first and a little odd on second thought. Nothing to ease up about the longer Philip thinks about it, so-- ]

Sure, I'll-- I'll do that.

[ So he will give his agreement now and worry about the implications later. ]

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[For someone like Dean, departing the world and being forgotten completely is commonplace. He's expecting it when he gets back to his own universe and bites the dust, but what about here? What about Wonderland? When people disappear it's noticed, and Dean would much rather go out with a bang than with a fizzle.

Or at least trust someone enough to actually tell them about himself.

Despite his utter seriousness, Dean quirks another vague smile and claps Philip on the shoulder.]

Sweet.

[A beat.]

Sold your statue-thing. We got car parts and a frame in our workshop.

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Great!

...To bad this [ Nod at the scenic dreamscape. ] isn't going to last. We could image an actual garage.

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[ Philip cringes a little. On second thought, that casual wish really doesn't hold too much water in reality. ]

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Yeah, I wish.

[Not really. No, he doesn't wish. That was worded wrong. Wishes are dangerous. The last time his wish was fulfilled, it was all inside his head and he'd been hanging from his wrists in a warehouse, having the blood drained out of him slowly by a hungry djinn. Puts a whole new spin on be careful what you wish for.

Exhaling sharply, Dean turns to press his palms flat against the hood of the Impala. The metal is still warm with the residual heat of the engine after a drive, black paint glossy in the fading light. He can see his warped reflection - and Philip's - in her curves, and spends another moment just looking at her before stepping away.

The Impala frays at her edges and pulls apart before dissipating into nothingness. Mooning over his car with a cheap imitation is no way to carry on. She'll be safe where she is until he gets back.]

...oh, hey.

[Digging around in his pocket, Dean comes up with a small key and tosses it to Philip.]

S'the second key to the workshop. Don't lose that sucker, I had to sell an arm and a leg for the best lock from the vendors.

[This would probably be funnier if he wasn't still missing an eye and a finger.]

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[ Philip catches the key. And the joke which easily turns into an unpleasant reminder.

He looks at Dean, wondering to himself if he couldn't just wish his eye back, if there's a chance that it might stick around after the event, if maybe Wonderland would cout them a break and overlook the change.

...And if it didn't, if Dean would terribly mind a break from piratehood, just so Philip could look at him for a while without feeling his guilt nagging at him deep, deep down, somewhere not even his friend's reassurance could possibly reach.

He breaks the stare and looks away, realising that it's gone on for just a moment too long. Taking a deep breath he attempts the segue into a casual answer... ]

I'll take care of it.

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[...And then quickly moves on to a topic far, far away from his thoughts. ]

...So where to next? Unless you just want to go back inside and imagine a pool table.

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[If the narration is going to be totally honest, Dean didn't even think about replacing his eye during this event. This isn't to say that he's gotten used to the loss, because he hasn't, but he's come to accept the fact that he won't get it back until he dies, and anything else would be a pale replacement.

Dean would also reassure his friend for the millionth time that he's really okay, dude, and you need to stop feeling so friggin' guilty, but that would fall upon deaf ears and he knows it.

The subject change is a welcome one, though.

Dean stretches, cracks his knuckles and smirks all at the same time, like a champion multi-tasker.]

I'll whoop your ass at pool.