[ dean will understand. he'll understand. everyone else, including her victims, are being too goddamn forgiving, and just. dean will get it. he has to. ]
[Wow, yeah. The guilt's gotta crush like a 16-ton weight. No matter how many people tell you it's okay, knowing that you're capable of something that sick is what makes him more nauseated than anything else.]
[PRIVATED:]
[If Terezi can smell bromance and a ridiculously close, familial bond, she ought to be able to tell that the last ones hit Dean the hardest.]
[ She's not sure what bromance smells like, nor does she really understand the concept of "family;" however, she knows and understands Dean well enough to know what he did with his list. He included the most important last. Just like she did. ]
[Fuck's sake, he's the reason that Clarence came back. He's the reason the virus could take hold of Philip, a traumatized Philip, the remains of a man who experienced his best friend sprinting after him with an ax like a psycho-killer.]
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Date: 2011-11-06 04:37 am (UTC)text;
Date: 2011-11-07 01:53 pm (UTC)text;
Date: 2011-11-07 05:24 pm (UTC)[...then as an afterthought, he adds:]
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Date: 2011-11-08 01:40 am (UTC)[ PRIVATED: ]
[ dean will understand. he'll understand. everyone else, including her victims, are being too goddamn forgiving, and just. dean will get it. he has to. ]
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Date: 2011-11-08 03:55 am (UTC)[Wow, yeah. The guilt's gotta crush like a 16-ton weight. No matter how many people tell you it's okay, knowing that you're capable of something that sick is what makes him more nauseated than anything else.]
[PRIVATED:]
[If Terezi can smell bromance and a ridiculously close, familial bond, she ought to be able to tell that the last ones hit Dean the hardest.]
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Date: 2011-11-08 04:15 am (UTC)text;
Date: 2011-11-08 06:01 am (UTC)[Fuck's sake, he's the reason that Clarence came back. He's the reason the virus could take hold of Philip, a traumatized Philip, the remains of a man who experienced his best friend sprinting after him with an ax like a psycho-killer.]
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Date: 2011-11-08 11:57 pm (UTC)text;
Date: 2011-11-10 10:50 pm (UTC)